[122.28]
alternate brushes of life with death,
how do we live and leave well,
unites spirit with mind and body.
[91.5] "Everything happens for a reason,
just believe.." Thanks, RM.
Today, someone saved my life
with a message of caution.
Today, he told me i would die
if i continued working so hard
(strange truth but true)
because my health would give out soon.
Today, i was in a daze,
a matrix of thoughts from a
sadness of possibly leaving this place
i'm with for the last 8 years, and a
glee that maybe i could be free to
travel the world again if i can't work
but he cautioned against travel. *dang*
Today, I finally understood
even though I knew this concept,
of over-stressing my physical situation
to the brink of extinction.
Today, something happened
that moved me...
that said the gods are watching me too.
Today, the story continues
and a new chapter begins.
20090109
91 is today the day
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"You are the lab; the whole experiment is to go on within you. No belief is needed. Only the courage to experiment is enough."