Experiment 66 Actress

The Dreamweaver – age 0

Her depth of ignorance astounds her. All these layers of knowledge wrapped in stories. Perhaps illusions make it more palatable. She marvels at the amount of junk physically, mentally and spiritually. Trash can be so amazingly creative and the universe is recycling more.

An icy blue line meets the dazzling white space around her. Her eyes take in the serenity of the snow-white lands. It can be blindingly fresh and it conceals the shadow movement of its creatures. Her grandfather and brothers hunt just as invisibly. Frozen limestone cliffs crumble with the slightest pressure. These are our stars and their stories in the night.

He is married to a lady who has another man in the shadows and a child in the spotlight. The lady looks Asian and has covered her tracks of infidelity. She sees through the lady’s layers and is disturbed by the story. Three men from the family attempt to resolve or neutralize the matter. Her grandmother is kind and assures them it is okay to give.

She is caught in the de-construction of ideas and realties. Some neutral, others extreme. Some are like stones and icons, an image of possibility, a mirage of feelings and sensations. What happens to faith? Where it goes darkest, people now believe in more. In buying trinkets and giving power to something else, someone else.

In search of that high, and then the next high, that moment of private connection that meaning is given to. Even in dreaming, she is not always kind, just as it forms in her reality.

What a dramatic mess to remind them all about kindness and human behavior. She is struggling to remain conscious, to remain above or below dream states. Day dreams or night terrors, she has seen them all.

She can barely remember her place and part in all of the stories. Love in the little things, desire of many things, oh how she struggles. Stay in this body it says.